The Story of Isabelle

When i was really young, I was alwa* ****ted, happy wanting to take part. I didnt care what people thought of me. When i got older i started getting really self conscious worrying what people would think. I couldnt even approach my best friend, i was that scared. I started trying to fit by being wierd. People were always saying bad stuff about me behind my back. I got worried. I started getting really easily offended and too shy to share anything. Each time i would tell someone something they would twist it into something that they thought were funny and spread it round. It hurt. My parents soon after started loosing lots of money and i could barely afford alot of expensive stuff. I tried to always fit in but it never worked i always thought i would find friends one day. I got heart broken once. I started hating my life being really self conscious getting called ugly and fat. I didnt each much anyway and then i found out that i was underwieght. I started asking everyone if i was acctually that and i got called an attention seeker and im just saying that. I got a bit more offended. I tried seeing if finding friends is fa might help but not really. I get called annoying and wierd and not just cause i am 12. Sometimes I would just cry all night instead of sleep. Some of my best friends had betrayed me.I did get teased alot and bullied often. But what scared me most was what happened to my dad. Hes got really unwell and apparently results might be fatal. His face got swollen badly. He already has lost alot of weight from not eating and he cant talk properly. :[