Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Story of Joanna

At the start of my life, I was with this girl called Jessica. she was my BESTFRIEND. I mean BEST. Then, around last year, I lost her. She met someone in the first year of high school and she went with her instead of staying with me so I was alone. Then, I didnt talk to anyone. I didnt make friends, I didnt even touch anyone. I was afraid to make close friends because I didnt want to lose them like I did with Jessica.
My Parents split up that year too, so that didnt help.
Also, My friend got hit by a car, I could of saved her but I didnt because I didnt see the car coming and I didnt know she ran across the road. So.. Thats another reason why I dont make friends now.
Thats the story of me.

The Story of Hana

Hi guys it's Hana. Anywho I've had a really tough year this year. 9 months ago I became really sick I had awful headaches, dizziness and things of the sort I missed three months of school, I was lonely as crazy i'm a really chatty person so it was awful for me. I went into hospital twice then after four months I gradually started to feel better I went to school for an hour every second day just so I could see my friends. I don't even know what I was sick with I was told thyroid problems, serious virus, problems with my u-station tubes, allergic reaction to glandular fever. Anywho I was nearly better and everything was sorting out when I fell ill again but this time people got more worried they were thinking brain tumors and meningitis. I really thought I had meningitis as I had loads of the sypmtoms. I couldn't move my neck, I came out in this horrible rash and I had painful headaches. They sent me in for MRI scans, CAT scans and an ultrasound. It came up almost clear but I still felt awful. The specialist told me that I had suffered a severe virus and that I had extremely delicate ears. School got really tough my friends started ignoring me they were jealous of the attenton I was getting it was hard. The past few weeks have been really tough I go to school alot more now and it&#s confusing me or something I go into these spells where i&#m in my own little planet I don&#t hear or take anything in I just freze. All my friends just think i'm weird and the trouble is I really care what they think. I wake up in the morning and cry before I go to school then when I come home i'm just exausted and go to bed. I just feel sad. But I really feel bad writing all of this out because I shouldn't be complaing I have everything I want and need, a loving family and a true friend. Anywho that's my little piece :]

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

The Story of Isabelle

When i was really young, I was alwa* ****ted, happy wanting to take part. I didnt care what people thought of me. When i got older i started getting really self conscious worrying what people would think. I couldnt even approach my best friend, i was that scared. I started trying to fit by being wierd. People were always saying bad stuff about me behind my back. I got worried. I started getting really easily offended and too shy to share anything. Each time i would tell someone something they would twist it into something that they thought were funny and spread it round. It hurt. My parents soon after started loosing lots of money and i could barely afford alot of expensive stuff. I tried to always fit in but it never worked i always thought i would find friends one day. I got heart broken once. I started hating my life being really self conscious getting called ugly and fat. I didnt each much anyway and then i found out that i was underwieght. I started asking everyone if i was acctually that and i got called an attention seeker and im just saying that. I got a bit more offended. I tried seeing if finding friends is fa might help but not really. I get called annoying and wierd and not just cause i am 12. Sometimes I would just cry all night instead of sleep. Some of my best friends had betrayed me.I did get teased alot and bullied often. But what scared me most was what happened to my dad. Hes got really unwell and apparently results might be fatal. His face got swollen badly. He already has lost alot of weight from not eating and he cant talk properly. :[

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Story of Chloe

So this is the story of Chloe

I have a normal life, a normal family and I guess, we're not in any financial difficulty but I'm not rich.
I have the normal amount of worrying and stuff. My friends are *****es sometimes, most of them anyway. One in particular who I just want to slap the whole time but I'm too scared to stand up to her. Plus all my other besties LOVE her. My friends do pick on me a bit but its not like its terrible or anything. I guess the fact I'm small and thin means I'm the easiest to pick on. In my group oof besties I'm loud but anywhere else I'm shy. Everyone thinks I dont speak, that is, if they even know I exist. Which some of my year dont :/ I'm really not popular, in fact I'm possibly the most unknown person in my year, not the most unpopular. Thats all the nerds etc. Like Benedict is the most Unpopular person ever. Umm... I've gone on a bit & that probably didnt make sense/ you fell asleep halfway through, but basicly, I know my problems are insignificant, but I just wanted to share that. Uhh... Yes I'm very boring, & Shy, & I get embarassed easily but uhmm...

This is my life FA, now you know

Story of an FA'er Eight

Okay this is my story. It's all true, I wouldn't lie about it. It's all in breif though
When I was 6 I used to see my Mom and Dad arguing all the time. I didn't like seeing them argue, it was horrible sometimes I would burst into tears but my brother would always be there for me and he helped me feel better. When I was seven Dad moved out taking my brother with him. He didn't want me just my brother he never really like me. So then it was just my Mom and I but a few months later My older cousin moved into our house because my Mom sister (his mom) was ill. I hated my cousin, he was mean and selfish he'd tease me all the time he was 15. One day though when we were home alone he started being all nice and chatty to me. I found it weird and went up to my room because I didn't want to talk to him. He followed me then picked me up then took me into his room locked the door then put me in his bed and got in I asked him what he was doing and he said playing a game but it wasn't a game at all. He forced me to have 'it' with him. I hated it, even though I was seven I knew it was wrong. He was brutal and hurt me alot. He threatened to hurt me even more if I told anyone so I kept my mouth shut. It happened until he was 19 and moved out. I didn't tell anyone about it and I still haven't because I'm still scared of him. I know I should tell but I just can't bring myself to tell anyone that can do anything about it it hurts me everytime I think about it and it makes me feel horrible. It stopped two years ago and when it did the only thing I could turn to was books and Stardoll. I came on Stardoll to talk to my real friends. Of course I acted like everything was okay and stuff. I was quiet at school and kept myself to myself and I didn't really trust my friends, they weren't very trustworthy anyways. I finished all my work and done all my homework sometimes just to keep myself busy. I hate him, for everything he's done to me but I don't think about it much but when I do I just can't stop myself from crying or getting angry at myself for not telling anyone. One time I was so angry at my self that I tried to k*ll myself but failed. I didn't tell anyone about that either. This is the first time I've actually told anyone about this but I think it'll be my last.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Story of an FA'er Seven

The first sentence Im going to write You all probably wont believe me. I've been bullied all my life. People calling me names, people 'jumping' me, for those who dont know it means sneaking up to people and kicking the tomatoes out of them, people throwing pieces of paper with offensive words and pictures on it, people making fun of my life and my parents. I've had it all. Now all I get from people is bad names, ignorance, labels and all sorts of other hurtful things. I always seem so happy! Well no, Im not. When you call someone names or you kick them in the leg, think of what they're feeling.
People call me an attention seeker and a pusher for wanting friends SO bad. Well, you people are stupid. You people don't know why Im doing that. When you call me stupid and a liar, do you think thats a good thing? You need to realize that behind the fake smile, there are feelings. And all your doing is making me feel like the tiniest thing on earth.

Story of Josee

I was born in England, and have all my life. I was born 2 weeks premature and had low blood sugar followed by being underweight. I stayed in Hospital for a few days then came out. In Infants I had lots of friends, I wasn't the popular one though. I had no deal with bullies or anything. When I moved to primary, people kinda got a wrong impression of me, people now see me as a spaz and weirdo .In year 4 summer my sister was in hospital for 4 days because she had a kidney infection. We visited her every day and the night she went into Hospital I had to sleep round my nans. In year 5, I got emesen hate. My freind's account was hacked and I got called a ****en fat cxnt To this day I don't know who did it, evidently someone who don't like me. I wasn't the brightest bulb in the pack, I used to cry in maths and I still do, because I think I might like the laughed at or told if because I don't understand something (sad lol). I still have my best friend though, she's lurvaly. Now in year 6,I'm best friends with the populars and I get along with everyone in my year. I still get called weird but I go along with it and people think i&#m funny :D And now this year I am going to a school I like.