Thursday, May 5, 2011

The story of Gianna

I was always a really happy girl. Always. But I don't know what happened because one day, when I was 10/11ish, I just became unhappy. I hated my clothes, I hated my face, my weight, and myself. All my friends were prettier, thinner, had better clothes, were good at sports, and the guys would actually talk to them. That was 6th grade. People would make comments, but I never realized I was kind of being bullied. When 7th grade rolled around, the bullying got worse.
  In 7th grade, I had 4 family deaths. My great Grandma, my Nonno, my Uncle Sal, and my great uncle Carmien. I was like... Put into a state of depression. I fell in love with the color black too. And that made me an immediate target. For my best friend. Everyday, nasty comment after nasty comment. Finally, I found this band All Time Low, and as insane as it seems, they took me out of my depression. I fell in love with the guys and their music.
I was excited so I shared it with my friends. They made fun of it. Why? Cause they never heard of them. It really upset me. Okay, if you listen to them and don't like them I understand. But they never listened to them. They refused to! And they went on about it, and got like half the grade to make fun of me for it. Then it turned into everyone making fun of me, not just my music. I got called emo, goth, and plenty more behind my back. I had a guy call me ugly, and tell me he hated me. But one day, my best friend was making fun of me, and I reached my breaking point.
I told her off. I was SICK of it. She was so upset that she actually CRIED. She didn't know she was hurting me which made me LOL. My breaking point didn't mean I freaked out on her, it means my brain like went insane. I was just sick of it. She put me in another depression! We made up, and we're still friends, but I just can't forgive her for ALL of it.
Now I'm a stronger person. I don't let anyone say bull about me or my friends without fighting back. I'm sure people still say crap about me behind my back, but that's because they don't have the damn guts to say it to my face anymore
-Gianna Rose

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