Story of an FA'er Six

This is a story of an FA’er. Well my life isn’t perfect. I’ll start when I was little. So when I was little I just loved my family I had nothing to worry about everything was perfect. Untill I had to go to school. I was very scared and shy and didn’t want my mom to go. Im still shy right now but not as bad. All through elementary I just couldn’t find a real good friend but whenever I did they would change and get tired of me. I guess that is how it is with me. I became best friends with 3 people and 1 was my best friend before. So this is how it happened… So everyone in 5th grade (well all the girls) were friends. Everyone started hating eachother and me and my best friend had to chose a group (dumb right?) I chose Cassie and Noelle and me and my friend Anna were still bestfriends. But Noelle was trouble. She was bossy and mean. She said she was our “leader” And one day she backstabbed me and made Anna and Cassie hate me. I didn’t know at first, I thought they were just acting weird because they had a bad day or something. But then they would just ignore me and leave me out. So then I started realizing something was going on. Then my bestfriend Anna kept saying well I haven’t been at Noelle’s house and started laughing because I haven’t been there. And she basically kept lying to me. So I told them I knew they had a sleepover without me. They said are you mad? And I said well kind of because why would you even do that and then not tell me? I would be less mad if you told me. And then they got all mad and said I am mean. And basically used the sleepover thing as an excuse for not being my friend. So I hung out will the other girls in the class which was Shay and Janessa and they were nice. Then after about two months Noelle Cassie and Anna wanted to be my friend again. So I said yes which I shouldn’t of said. In sixth grade Anna and Noelle went to a different middle school. Me and Cassie became best friends again and then my friend Amanda too. We did everything together but still Cassie was sometimes bossy. In seventh grade we started drifting apart and Amanda and Cassie are like bestfriends now. Because they became friends with all kinds of people I don’t really like. Im still kind of close with Amanda since we do soccer together.But right now I hang out with my friend jasmine now and she really is my true bestfriend. She actually listens to me and I listen to her. I think I found my real bestfriend that I can trust. From my past experiences I just try to find good friends so I don’t have to go through that again. All the sadness and anger that I went through made me a better person, it taught me to never do that because you don’t know how bad your really hurting that person and I admit it hurt me bad and made me depressed I didn’t even know what was going on around me. Now god helps me I pray to him every night I have been going to church more and he will always help me through hard situations. I wish I turned to him for help when I was going through those hard times. Well that is basically it. But that is just my friend life I have a whole another story with my family

This is my life FA, now you know