Story of an FA'er One

This is the story of an FA'er, so I guess I should write about me then. I have a pretty average life, one that I treasure however. Perhaps a not so average family, I have two possible dads, not because of a mum sleeping around or whatever but because she was raped, so I either have a dad who is a rapist, or my dad is my dad. My mum has let me make the decision on whether I want to know for sure whose my dad, or not. I do not want to know, in my eyes my dad, who has cared for is my dad. Sure he may/may not be blood related to me but I do not care. The man who raped my mum has tried to contact me, claiming I’m his daughter, I want no contact with that monster whatsoever, I have a dad already in my eyes. I have never told anybody this as I don’t want them feeling sorry for me, it’s embarrassing.. Moving on, like I said before I do have an average life, I get pretty high grades, I have friends, my parents are split up, well they are on an on/off relationship … I don’t mind them being separated, at least it stops them arguing and it makes family life seem more normal, I don’t have any family nearby except my parents and little brother. I’m a pretty shy person, I am self-conscious but I’m starting to grow in confidence. At the moment I am deciding who I am.I don’t want to say too much as it may give away what fa’er I am. But I love my life so much, I will never take it for granted, the ups and downs are what makes life interesting. 

This is my life FA, now you know.